there is

ah, the power of google
and the inquisitive mind.

laura tells me she's downloaded the entire spring awakening the musical album off the internet but while i wait for a copy, i finally figured out the title of this particular song that struck me the most.
plus a video


BOTH
Just too unreal all this

WENDLA
Watching his world slip through my fist

MELCHIOR
Playing with her in your fantasies

BOTH
Haven't you heard the word--
How I want you?

and the score, duncan sheik sure is somebody.
to deserve some thing is, in fact, also dependent on my particular actions. but we still all love to ask why we deserve this and that. even if the answers don't come wrapped in silk or don't come wrapped at all or are better off not coming.

lisnin to The Word of Your Body
sortof readin its lyrics
feelin its pain and beauty.

O, I’m gonna be wounded
O, I’m gonna be your wound
O, I’m gonna bruise you
O, you’re gonna be my bruise
-the lyrics of Steven Sater