whoa whoa we

i agree with pepi, i didn't expect it to be so much fun.
primarily because i've had loads of fun days prior, moments when i was certain it can't get any more fun.

but there it was, sanggu formsem 08 and me laughing over tantan passing this cup to mike. among many other hilarious moments, from m&m to sermons on love.

and i say this with much conviction 'cause the entire time, i had other aspects of my student life to think about. nothing too troublesome but just enough to make me feel never as worried as before regarding my scholarship.

and i was fortunate 'cause a song best caught what i felt for it.
suddenly it felt like i don't deserve any of this fun stuff.
but you feel it while you seize the fun.
and it gets all too whoa-y.
and it makes company, makes home, makes everyone around you all the more special.

one never has one home, one finds many and the homes we stay in help us stay happy.
despite the seemingly unbearable aww-fulness of it all.

lisnin to Losing My Way - Justin Timberlake
sortof readin SCAP invite to speak in their student congress
feelin kinda heavily burdened yet totally blessed