today I said No

one of the most beautiful things theater has taught me was the
say yes and accept rule.

it's the best way to contribute to a scene and actually tell the story.
well, today i said No to a lot of things.

maybe cause either yes or no hurts.
today it still does.

and the seemingly watery messages of these words are here before you because they're ultimately for me.
not to express, not to communicate, not to make you understand

but to throw. hoping that it gets thrown back.
aware that even if it wouldn't, it'd be fine.

i guess 'cause i could say No again.
now how cool and powerful is that?

lisnin to people leaving the library
sortof readin war against the americans IN CEBU! woohoo
feelin kinda tired and achy and yes miggy, we have lots to talk about.

my third cut for finance and philosophy but the smiles of those poveda sophomores [i'm not saying they smiled 'cause of my talk] sure proved they're so much life out there. out there meaning in places i've never been to. poveda being one of them and thus the reason why i got lost this afternoon.

the point? it's not the Yes or the No that matters. always, it's the why. but the whys are boring so today i said no