it's just Emotions

and by no means is just a put-down

and you know how you feel like you have the best family in the world and you say to yourself that you are entitled to such an award because you are absolutely sure no one else in the world has successfully been through exactly what you all just did and how each one managed to contribute to it magnificently?

and you know how certain somethings manage to encapsulate the past three or so years of your life and you say to yourself good job on coming up with that certain something and you realize that certain something is all teary-eyed?

and you know how the very attempt of sharing the most personal of emotions can be so hard?

today, my family is the best in the world.
and today, that letter was this certain something.
and today, emotions are powerful.

just like how it always has been.
and is a beautiful word

lisnin to Special - Elijah Henry. mmm Pandora
sortof readin The End of History and the Last Man
feelin kinda relieved.