my Debris

it's nice to give up sometimes.
then try to gather 'round the pieces and come up with something more beautiful.

scott adams thinks that's what God is doing.
[i here link you to God's Debris again]

and boy have i split myself into a gazillion pieces.
worse, i'm having trouble convincing myself to be guilty about a lot of great but not so good stuff lately.

what's interesting is that moral theology is actually teaching me something.
yup, outside fr. oliver's class. and yup, during the break.
and yup, i've convinced myself that that be alibi enough for slacking off.

talk about an erroneous conscience.
wonder if it'd be more beautiful like it has always been

'cause i'm starting to freak out that i'm becoming too fortunate, too blessed.
some people don't deserve everything.

and that includes me.

lisnin to myself. make that trying to listen
sortof readin star wars picture books
feelin kinda thoughtful. it means so differently now