get Hammered

i was amazed when uana shared a grey's phrase that she thought reminded her of me and how this very phrase was the very message i sent [much to my surprise a few minutes later] to myself around 3am

why do i keep hitting myself with the hammer?
'cause it feels so good when i stop.

and apparently a lot of people have heard of it and have thought of it. and i love it.

and yes, i send text messages to myself. not 'cause i'm bored and lonely and desperate. but 'cause i too need a little reminding every now and then.

i remember how back in grade school and high school you're foolish was usually thrown around. and i remember how i would always reply

well, who's more foolish: the fool or the fool who follows him?

and since then i always thought it was mine. i mean, that i thought of it. only to be reminded of star wars ep4 the other day that no, it's obi-wan's.

some works of art [this movie, that show, today's itinerary] are just so good at reminding. even if they do hurt sometimes.

lisnin to Bamboo
sortof readin finance
feelin kinda guilty and not guilty. thanks charmie for letting me whine.