'tis All goods

i miss my mom

times like this, she really is good at handling.
times where tensions are high and you don't know who to side-
she who is right or she who needs you.

but i'm learning. and i must say even if the situation is totally not something laughable or funny, i find it very amusing, entertaining even. more than i'll ever admit in front of these people involved.
but it's all good.

and i just found a place where i could spend good money. good
and i just found this book from the library on consumerism and while i was waiting in line for the cashier earlier i realized that i do feel good when consuming. even if i'm not the person who is supposed to consume as much as i actually am consuming. sad but true. one can be disenchanted with how everything is so commercialized but one continues on consuming and be enchanted by things one needs or wants. it is a weird phenomenon and it's the premise of the book.

we'll see. tomorrow we visit enchanted kingdom with strains. one "cathedral of consumption"

lisnin to acceleracers.
sortof readin enchanting a disenchanted world: revolutionizing the means of consumption
feelin kinda uneasy but working on it