a tendency to go beyond

a system can be very annoying sometimes
and it's not about the time and how you waste it
nor the money and how you spend it
nor the energy and how you lose it

but more of the people and how they bug you.
and i know i am almost always annoying too

but since these words are mine and are for me,
allow me to say how some things can be very annoying

sometimes people you'd rather not stare at would constantly stare at you
sometimes one can never know when and how to end
sometimes i realize i'm actually living a life [and this one ain't annoying, it's the fact that others don't seem to realize this fact that is annoying]
sometimes asking for an umbrella is nice, other times it ain't
sometimes a mere hello overdone or a mere presence unusually trying hard to be felt

especially when it already was one great productive week.
thank God for real friends
and sites where you can listen to good relaxing music for free

lisnin to buddha's last tea party on CD Baby, a site pineds talked about. they have categories like music you can "have sex to" or "unrequited love songs" with a funny "You can't make a person love you, but at least you can listen to songs about how no one else can either." line under. BLT Party is under general relaxation and meditation, something i really need by sunday
sortof readin the native sky, a free book from the orp. it's about jose rizal
feelin kinda giddy. i'll be off for the philippine educators for the environment conference in a few