like yesterday

i don't know.

i am not sure.
i have no idea.

but unlike yesterday,
i carry with me
much more goodies
much more crap.

which helps me know a little bit more
helps me be a little bit more sure
helps me have a little bit more of an idea

of where to go
of what to do
of who to be

and i could go on and on and on but until i admit to myself that i'm just wasting time figuring out what to do then nothing is going to happen, but more sitting and waiting and eating and sleeping and drinking and pooping and more sleeping.

but i rest thinking there's too many tomorrows.
no, foolishly thinking there's too many tomorrows.
giving up on today.
just like yesterday.

lisnin to Raul Esparza sing Defying Gravity
sorta readin the news
feelin kinda poopy.