rants in my pants

actually pulled it off better than expected.
still missed a class but managed to visit two banks in two different places in between a couple of individual consultations, meetings regarding systems and parties and blitzes and awkward moments with people in command.

but my oh my it still catches you sometimes.
that bug that makes you scream for being such a loser when it comes to figuring out whether you're being patient or being sheer complacent.

that bug that blurs the line between worrying too much or depending too much.

that bug that strips you off of self-esteem, energy and um, color.

i seriously need to start moving about.
protein shakes and workouts included.

lisnin to some Fergie song
sortof readin my sociological autobiography i will share here
feelin kinda weak and vulnerable to self.