hunger management

this is starting to get real scary:
i'm hungry again.

just hours after eat-all-you-can mongolian thanks to ate mhir
add more hours and it was a huge chicken pork adobo meal at the cebu international airport
and just a few more hours and it was fiorgelatto and leftover deep dish

so it's ice cream at close to midnight.
i should be guilty and scared and ashamed

but allow me to seize it and be thankful.
i've had too many zero-appetite days already

sometimes
i just want to cut the crap and learn to act
to play the part.
fingers crossed for a role.

you gotta feed that hunger sometimes.
you just got to.

no matter the consequences.
sadly, no matter the consequences.

lisnin to My Baby Just Cares For Me
sortof readin Blue Ballot
feelin kinda blessed.