i'm potent

call it ego-boosting or pride
but it's a good feeling to realize you actually have a good amount of control over one life.

oftentimes, it happens when i wish i could control someone else's life.
when you realize you hardly could, you appreciate that good amount of control you have over yours. it makes everything you do look prettier, thanks to this real pretty mindset.

attended my first mass in gesu, that church in the ateneo that you just want to look up to, literally, inside and out. i was by myself and it was all good.

there was a moment when i was wondering why i was there.
enough questioning for now, i told myself. life's an exam but i'm not my teacher.
i'm the student and let's just say i'm happy with the score. so far.

so far indeed.

lisnin to SATC Episode 19
the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. and if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.
so fucking true and i'm crying over this series' last two episodes. how very masculine
sortof readin In Cold Blood
feelin kinda mellow.