even ifs

that cab ride was just what i needed.
because the cab driver and i had a great conversation
about everyone being better off taking cabs and about him better off driving one.

a lot like that good siomai from chowking between subtext rehearsals this evening.
a lot like because both are real simple but have totally outweighed the many worrisome moments of today making today a good day despite, even if, notwithstanding...

you see on my way to school while running late for a never-been-tardy-or-absent sir dave, i was all ready for a public reprimand by me to me [for me?].

i slept at 7am, woke up at 830 for my 9am history class.
had class 'til 12
failed at my first attempt at asking sir dumlao on my dreams of pursuing game theory at 12
had a meeting with junior jg-som course representatives at 1
had a surprise getting-to-know-you session with HOPE gradeschoolers at 2
had a strains product team meeting where i discussed my report on lowney's heroic leadership at 3
had an insightful discussion on blueREP finance with jq at 4
failed at today's sole attempt at taking a nap while trying to listen to the sanggu jgsom school board discuss their code of internal procedures and our views on jta people at 5
had subtext rehearsals which i badly needed at 6
had siomai at 8
had to stay 'til 1030pm for important notes

had enough? not quite.
'cause im actually ready to view parts of rent and its special features on dvd. thanks raissa

it's close to midnight and for the past 24 hours i only had one and a half hours of sleep and let's just say i had very justifiable [if not fun and amusing] reasons to stay up 'til 7am,

i still deserve that public reprimand. today was the day when i displayed almost total lack of self-discipline. stupid? maybe. fun? yes. spreading myself too thin? not quite.

at least not yet 'cause i still am ready and excited for tomorrow's set of events.
God has been good despite the many even ifs

lisnin to Rent's deleted scenes. not the best movie but worth listening to nonetheless
sortof readin history165 notes for easy sorting
feelin kinda blessed. and a bit tired.