& shit happens

ain't the ampersand just cute?

sometimes you just can't understand certain things
sometimes there are things that aren't meant to be understood
sometimes you know you'll understand
and
sometimes there is just nothing there at all

now what happens when you feel all four in one moment.
make that one enduring moment

shiznit [shit, ain't it?]. hihi, got this from py
who i terribly miss

she shared the baklay's [my scihi clique in cebu] adventures lately and i miss them all. especially jeebay, who is back from washington for his brother's wedding. he'll be dropping by manila soon but i still missed a lot, especially the wedding itself, which i heard was real funny.
plus py was the one who shared the story, made it a lot funnier

back to that one annoying enduring moment, maybe because there are a lot of things going on in my head right now

that my dad's trip will be safe
that my fil14 teacher won't realize i've been cutting too much
that my future descendants won't be blue, thanks to my blue balls
that my friend will be fine
that my blueREP friends will have a blast
that my orgs will keep me even if i spent too much on blueREP lately
that my neighbors will keep on greeting despite the weather
that my peers will realize the value of courtesy
that my heart will go on despite...

certain things and certain events and certain people

back to that one seemingly pitiful annoying enduring moment. i hear "things will be fine" comments now from the back of my head
things will be fine.

my philosophy plus my principles
tomorrow shall be tested
once more

lisnin to myself
sortof readin org reminders and tons of gmail conversations
feelin kinda tired. a morning [hopefully] brings a fresh start

make that eventually, hihi a nuance my tito loves to stress. one of the core values of his firm