jack On

yeah
it is nice to be insensitive at times. nice

after long test, make that really long long test, last tuesday, [4500 net loss, fingers crossed!]
i found out that i got the role of jack, as in jack in the beanstalk,
the dim-witted jack from into the woods. such fun

i found out that i got in strains too. woohoo along with isa, cattski and sabz.
fun people, but i can't make it to the GA this friday. tssss

i found out that i did poorly in the filipino and sci10 tests. crap, C+ was the highest score in fil class. goodness. and i missed the surprise quiz after the sci10 results were distributed because i had to go out for our history project.

wednesday, 1oam. real real low moment for me, after knowing my fil and sci10 scores and that i missed that sci10 quiz and that there's one item missing in our history project and that i didn't get accepted in strains [i didn't know that aids was just messing around with me, he's a strainer].

you see, our lit teacher used to tell us about hubris. this greek belief in high and low moments. in other words, that life is a wheel, there are times when you're up, times when you're down. cliche, i know so let's stick with hubris. it sounds cooler

so there. but by 1030, my spirits were up again. back to the normal me, woohoo
i wouldn't miss a good night's sleep for nothing.

life is good again
and i remember how nice it was waking up to the sight of flowers even after just 3 hours of sleep
and i remember how nice it was to have two 25 centavo coins on your pocket so you don't have to grab a bill from your wallet
and i remember how c2 tastes better than the iced tea they sell at the caf even if it is now a peso more and even if c2 aint that healthy
and i remember how cute my paskong mea card is even if i haven't had the guts to drop it yet
and i remember how nice it is to prepare your own breakfast, not the usual way where you just pour milk on a bowl of cereal

i've been freaking out lately cause carissa has been quiet about tomorrow's show and i sorta promised at least 10 people for loge seats.

i just found out she had to be admitted to the hospital for kidney infection. again, according to her cousin. what a relief

i mean, ofcourse i was worried of her health and all but i was more worried about her giving up on this noble thing. cause i remember this conversation that i'm not sharing and it is kinda complicated so let us leave it at that.

whew. and even if all the rain water come crashin down on all of us tom, [it did earlier today, twice!] i know things will turn out right and

nice. God is good. He is. but even if He isn't, He still is my Big Boss and deserves all my lovin.
and oh. i need some lovin

certainly not from a cow. please

lisnin to the science of lance armstrong, an encore presentation, sunday on discovery channel
sortof readin kay tu fu na makauunawa sa hindi ko babanggitin sa mga taludtod na ito by benilda santos, which is my entry for the fil dep's literaturas y figuras timpalak. partly for bonus points
feelin kinda anxious but calm. magic to do makes me calm. strange