dear Diary oh dear

wow.

it's been three years since i, um
unilaterally
declared that this is our song.

three years too since things changed:
messages unanswered
gifts denied
dates that never happened.

it took an illegally downloaded song
from who-knows-where
to bring it all back.

damn how so much easier it was to be so crazy
three years ago.
dear no regrets
dear

it's just that it still hits me, you know.
this song.
and how you insisted we drove where traffic jams were expected
just so the ride lasted so long.


funny how it never really did.

some songs
some songs
and just like that you're in places where tingling feels right
and just like that it tingles in all the right places

maybe because it's 3am already
or maybe because ours was one of those
not-just-feels-good-not-just-feels-right-but-both-feel-good-feel-right kinds of things
you know... well

of course you don't. chances of you reading this are are as slim-pig slim as
the chances of me forgetting this song.


funny how
some songs
are harder to forget
than the things they remind you of.

some songs.