waking up when September ends

it has been increasingly hard to wake myself up lately.
not that there's nothing to wake up for.

believe you me, there are a countless lot.
and i am really really happy for that.
and i thank God the Father dearly for that

he is someone i have a renewed, reinforced sense of faith in
and i thank sir calasanz for that.

it is just that i still am the night owl that my interests want me to be.
i still am in need of some other to wake me up
to make sure that i actually wake up
in time

for stuff i've committed my self to do.
blunder.

and i thought living in a place so near would help.
it sorta does.

i hope i wake up just in time.

lisnin to this Beautiful Girl song
sortof readin social entrepreneur stuff
feelin kinda sick with the flu