a Tension

between myself and myself is a tension so different.

funny how our discussions in philosophy this morning managed to actualize a few hours later as i question the foundations of a stand i am about to draft.

if there's anything i don't want to be, it is to be so unwillingly consumed. so consumed, tolerable. unwillingly consumed, never. at least i should successfully convince myself to be willing when such a circumstance of seemingly unwilling consummation comes.

no karl, consuming and consummating are two different things.
metaphysical unease. what a word. inhale. exhale.

for loving tension. attention.

lisnin to Let's Get It On - Marvin Gaye, Live: The Real Thing version.
turn off the light, let's do it. seriously now.
sortof readin linear regression for opman
feelin kinda settled and bothered and settled again

p.s. song was then followed by Silk's Freak Me then D'Angelo's Feel Like Makin' Love. my launchcast station sure is my station.

and do check out the beautiful bluerepertory.com, the official website of the Ateneo Blue Repertory, so pretty.