counting A's

accounting is tedious.
real tedious.
and the fact that they use real stupid names like proprietor Camy Caze or Ayaw Ma Balance doesn't help.

but the in/famous Ibarra was right when she said screw carelessness! all my life i always thought that if i wasn't careless here if i was more careful there, my grades would have been much better. but on the preface to this accounting workbook of ours that she wrote she stated that you can never be careless in life, why be careless in a quiz? i blamed carelessness more often than i blamed myself for all the Ds and Fs i got in math18 and 21. mediocrity that i should be solely accounted for. only me

yeah, i read the preface. wahihi. and today was the day of our first long test in accounting. not that bad, not good either. 'cause accounting is tedious. real tedious. till around 9pm. three hours of t-accounts, balance sheets, general journals, trial balances. but im not complaining.


arrogant, i am.
that's what i admitted today when someone asked me if i thought i was.
are you arrogant? yes, yes i am.
saying yes makes me arrogant.
saying no makes me more arrogant.

my dad always reminded me never be too humble, cause that is being arrogant. maybe i wasn't humble at all. reflect, i shall.


asshole. you go around thinking you've got lots of friends but at the end of the day you wish you were literally an asshole, at least assholes know that sooner or later they'd get filled up with stinky shit. it felt real empty on the ride home, staring at nothing, trying to feel numb and insensitive and carefree.

it wasn't that bad. i was just complaining to God and to myself, why i think i give too much just to make something work. i give too much? do i even give anything at all? is there even any thing to give?

but certain people have certain things in them that move you in certain ways. just when you thought you were a complete asshole. they tell you they love you, twice, in one single moment.

i have a girl friend who feels like she's the boyfriend in their relationship. i thought the guy was weird. i'm having second thoughts now.

boohoo, since when did girlfriend/boyfriend hold specific roles in a relationship anyway? im not complaining. maybe in a few days i will...


a-choo. caught someone else's colds virus yesterday. i had to take no-drowse tablets for it. thanks to its anti-sleeping powers, i had to take a nap at jobo's before accounting class. naps are good. i've been catching more of them lately. my appetite back in grade school is coming back lately too. im not complaining. maybe after a few pounds i will.

woohoo. wish me A!

lisnin to Marvin Gaye's Too Busy Thinking 'Bout My Baby
sortof readin various groups' stand on gloria
feelin kinda full, empty no more. smile